Dirty fingers locked with leaves that weep. Her smile bleeds as she lights another cigarette. They taught all the dogs to bite the hands that need, a pun on homeless.
The stars turn away as the shadows fall and fall and fall. Twisted days of hollow words for the shells of men. New empire of a Halogen son, a poison halo poised to take your skin.
Our hero mounts the stage one more time, he shields his eyes from lights, and the show rolls on. Drumming through the uniformity of our secret dreams, the suit wears the man. Does the novocaine solicit your peace?
Deficating on sacred ground throughout the diagnosis, we were here.
maya
the days are new and the leaves restless
movement by design, growth by pattern
she is tianxia mu in the shadow of axis mundi
mother and child
she takes my hand
maya
opalescent in my eye
beneath the summer sun she is li
subsumed in passion we are blood
animals in dreams
love as one
maya
the ghost river spills amber in the wind
she dances of the the guishen
her forgotten children
mother in tears
the leaves fall
maya
the days are old and the earth tired
my grey goddess fades
sadness in her smile
ash in her hand
the world turns
death in life
life in death
maya
I sit,
Out in the withdrawn and lonely air.
I light up the joint in my hand,
Breathing in slowly,
Just one,
At peace.
As I commune,
With everyone but also no one,
My cat ambles past.
She's just eager to share some body heat,
Just like a million other relationships.
There sit, still and content,
Us two,
In the soothing detached night.
The moon crests,
Past obscuring and dampening silhouettes.
It watches like a friend,
Not always there but never forgotten.
I exhale smoke from my lungs,
Up into the sky.
A welcoming salute across the distance.
There lay in silent recognition,
We three,
In the reflected glory of our stars.
Current Residence: Leeds, United Kingdom Favourite cartoon character: Spider Jerusalem (Transmetropolitan) : Rei Ayanami (Neon Genesis Evangelion) Personal Quote: Omnia Mutantur, Nihil Interit
Favourite Visual Artist
Dave Mckean : Alex Grey : Mark Henson : Tony DiTerlizzi
Favourite Movies
Mononoke Hime : Dune : Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas : Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Explosions in the Sky : cLOUDDEAD : Dirty Three : XTC : Tool : Alias : Buck 65 : Deerhoof : Love :
Favourite Writers
Neil Gaiman : Frank Herbert : Charles de Lint : Mark Chadbourne : William Blake : Warren Ellis :
Favourite Games
Chrono Trigger : Silent Hill 2 : Doom : Curse of Monkey Island :
Hey. I'm back, all exams are finished and most of my uni stuff is sorted (mentally if not physically). Well, where do you begin? It's been quite a while.
I could keep things simple and just talk about friday, my last exam period (if that's not to selfish?). I started the week as normal but managed to work myself up into a swell of bitter neurosis' (plural?) about failing and being stuck 'here' for a good long time. Then i started finding dead birds every where i went and that seemed like a bad sign. A neutered dream of flight. But if anything, this made me revise even harder - and despite the odd spell of vicious nausia during the exams them
Back to square one.
Not sure of anything at this moment but who is? I've got so much work to do if i'm going to get to uni this year and i'm not sure i can do it. panic attack.
Hey, haven't talked to you in ages.. so thought I'd just check you're alright. i'll be on msn on the weekend hopefully, so perhaps I'll talk to you again.